Waiting....For Luck

Waiting for Step 3 is going to be a long two weeks. I know that I am fine and just want to get this show on the road. If my boob does need to be disected then I just want to get it done. I do wish this issue was something that I had done to myself rather than being uncontrollable.

If I had high cholestrol or high blood pressure then I could understand why it came about and know what I have to do to change it. Like stop eating the junk I put in my mouth and start excercising more.

For example, I am going to call her subject 1. Subject 1 has diabetes. After being diagnosed two months ago she decides that she will continue to eat McDonalds everyday for breakfast and lunch and then complain to others that she is not feeling well. Subject 1 is a whiner, she has an
extremely violatile tempermant and is sensitive to comments made in the best intentions. Subject 1 makes her rounds complaining about her health status and continues to wallow in self pity about the various issues that she has. Subject 1 has had many other tests in the recent weeks and although claims to be a private person cannot shut her mouth about them. Subject 1 had an Angiogram and it was found that her artieries are clear, but she has quote "hardening of the heart." OMG!!! What is the clinical term for that....

In my ideal realist world I would say to Subject 1. SHUT UP!!! You eat shit and that is why your body is acting like Shit. You can't expect to be healthy when you don't excercise and highly processed fatty foods all day. Subject 1, you complain about your life, your work and your health. AHHHH HA!!! All these things you can change. SHUT UP!!!! SHUT UP!!!! SHUT UP!!!!!

There are people in this world who can't control why they are sick. They get sick, struggle and sometimes die. Subject 1!!!!! Be lucky your ailments are all very manageable. Subject 1!!!! Be lucky you are not a two year old little girl with Down Syndrome Recovering from her last round of Chemo http://www.cbranam.blogspot.com/, be lucky, just be lucky!